Hit List

[Izrail]

I have been assuming one day I am going to be so powerful that it would take a raiding party to take me down but I have not started to build a reputation yet. I realized I have to do this. No one is going to respect someone they never heard of.

My reputation needs to be that I do not let anyone walk all over me, so that people will think twice about going against me. Since I spent most of my life as an idiot this is a problem. It was not until Vironyal left me in that institution and then ignored all my letters begging him to come back that I stopped being an elven doormat. That was last Winter's Veil. Vironyal is in "hell" right now. Visant saw something in that mirror of his that showed Vironyal back and gloating over me, and then I killed him. I do not want to kill him.

This is important. I am not making this list in order to have the people on it killed. Death is permanent and I do not know what happens after. When someone is dead I cannot check in on them all the time and gloat. So I have to be very creative in paying back everyone who has done me wrong.

No, not done me wrong. This is not about fault because I am the stupid one for letting people Letting people what? I cannot think of anything that does not make me sound like a victim. This is frustrating. What I mean to say is that this list is for everyone who underestimated how powerful I would become and took advantage of my weakness and stupidity. Each of these people are going to regret they ever knew me.

[Izrail]

1. Emettior. It was only one incident and I had been sleeping with his lover behind his back. But I should be ruthless. He writes terrible poetry and the world would be better off without his petty superiority. Besides, he mistreated Marren and I still like Marren, though I will have to threaten him because he knows "Thenyitesar Stillwater" is alive and an adventuring warlock. I do not want to hurt Marren. But if you look at it one way it was his fault the incident with Emet ever happened, because he should not have been cheating on him with me. This is hard. I am not sure how ruthless or merciful I should be. I just do not want anyone from my past having an advantage over me as I rise in power. I will think about Marren later.

Things to do to Emettior: A) Kill him outright. He has no redeeming features. B) Cut off his hands. He is a guard of Silvermoon so he will not be able to do his work, and he will not be able to write bad poetry or hit anyone again. C) Make him into a eunich. Eunoch. I will look that up later.

I do not have any attachment to him so I do not mind option A. But then I would need help because I think he is still physically stronger than me and I could be arrested for killing a city guard. Maybe if I get Marren in on the plan somehow this would make him nervous enough that he will not tell anyone about my new identity. I have never blackmailed anyone before but it does not sound hard. I am not sure Marren has the strength of will to kill anyone though.

Maybe I can go with options B and C and also cut out his tongue so he has no way of telling what happened to him. I think it would be easier to kill him or arrange his death somehow. I do not need him to suffer. I just need him out of the way.

[Izrail]

2. Kin'weelay. He refuses to help anymore with getting Erastes back into her body. He is cryptic and patronizing. I am sick of having to deal with him. I think I will hire the Cartel to shake him up a little, if they have someone strong enough to get past the guards at Grom'Gol.

[Izrail]

3. Leoren. I am writing him down to remind myself he is on probation as far as I am concerned. We helped each other in Hillsbrad but he does not seem to recognize me any more. That is annoying. But what is more serious is that he looked me in the eye and promised to keep me updated about Lovely's case. She was in danger and I was worried. This was just after no one told me Skafloc was alive. I made sure to make Leoren promise to keep me informed because I do not have the connections he has and I could not think of another way to find out what would happen to my sister. He promised and then he forgot me. I have not forgotten. One more sign of disrespect and I will look into making him sorry.

[Visant]

One more sign of disrespect and I will look into making him sorry.

((Ah, excellent. Izrail’s development into a megalomaniac is going well. It makes me giggle. ^_^ ))

[Kovan]

(( I read this while waking up this morning, and it made me giggle maniacly for several moments, considering our recent discussion of 'lists' Needs to to updated imo. ))

[Lovely]

((Ah, excellent. Izrail’s development into a megalomaniac is going well. It makes me giggle. ^_^ ))

((I know!! He and Hellista are alike in so many ways, yet opposite in others. I like reading Iz's stuff))

[Izrail]

This page was torn out.

[Izrail]

4. Geir, formerly employed at the Shadow Parlor. That waiter or majordomo from the restaurant Visant mentioned. No one calls Visant a pederast. Visant said he would get me his name and then he can be the first hit, for practice. And please, I could have children if I wanted to. It is about time this underage nonsense left me alone. I am not sure what punishment would fit the insult he gave Visant but I will have a better idea when we find more about who he is and what he cares about.

This is a note to add that I have his name. I hope it is spelled correctly. Now what?

[Izrail]

Seeing Emettior just now made me dig out this little book. He is still a guard. I knew I would run into him sooner or later and since A'dal convinced me to stop wearing a mask it had to happen. I caught him staring at me and then he pretended not to recognize me. I did not look at him long so I hope he does not know I recognized him. Can I take on a guard of Silvermoon? Do I even need to?

Yes. I do need to. Ignoring him would be forgiving what he did. I am trying not to feel any shame about it but it is harder lately. That is why I never finished this list. It is too long. There are too many people I need to get back at. And every one of them is my fault anyway. I get involved with these people and bring everything down on myself. I am not afraid of him. I can handle this.

The remainder of the page is torn out.