Izrail
09-04-2007, 07:33 PM
I stopped setting goals for myself because I am a chronic failure. But I need to keep this resolution. Lovely said she only hurt people so she had to be alone. I keep hurting myself so I need to be around people. When I reread that it sounds too emotional. What I mean is most of the time when I sink into sublime stupidity it is because I have spent too much time alone. It took a while to figure this out. I kept wondering what is wrong with my mind but I will never, ever see a priest or a psychologist to try to fix it. I sat down and tried to figure it out and that is what I came up with. All of the most idiotic things I have done have been decided on when I am alone. Well not all. A lot of them anyway.
So from now on I am going to try to be around people as much as I can. We do not even have to like each other. Ideally I should spend time around people who need my help but I will take what I can get even if it means annoying someone who wishes I would go away. If they get angry at least that would be interesting.
So from now on I am going to try to be around people as much as I can. We do not even have to like each other. Ideally I should spend time around people who need my help but I will take what I can get even if it means annoying someone who wishes I would go away. If they get angry at least that would be interesting.