Mortica
07-30-2007, 04:05 PM
Dearest Book of Mine,
I seemed to have done something pretty out there...
Caspaen and I kissed. It was such a wonderful kiss. It was heated, in the moment and made me shake all over. What of Khaelen? He ran through my head the entire evening. Everytime I speak to him he claims to be off working hard to gain my fathers trust or fight some large battle.
All is well and good... and I really must be a brat... but I am in dire need of some attention that is greatly lacking. Caspaen is such a great Captain... tomorrow should be interesting at training. I have yet to speak to Khaelen... but now Caspaen has tasted my mouth and I have of his. It makes me so intoxicated to think of him in such ways.
I still have yet to make a decision, but both men do seem rather promising. Styxen walked in and caught us... and I''m afraid that it might leak that we were caught in an embrace. Although Khaelen hasn''t been around very often, it may just seem natural for him to ignore it. I am unaware. It does seem rather bothersome that we haven''t spoken much less crossed paths in a few weeks, Caspaen has put out a hunt for him. He says that he will fight for me. I am enthralled in all of this.
O diary... who will win my heart?
I do apologize for being short of words, but I drank far too much wine tonight. I felt sure that it would releave some of the knots in my stomach but it did not. The wine just made me go to bed wet and wanting more. How pathetic I must seem.
<3Xyria
I seemed to have done something pretty out there...
Caspaen and I kissed. It was such a wonderful kiss. It was heated, in the moment and made me shake all over. What of Khaelen? He ran through my head the entire evening. Everytime I speak to him he claims to be off working hard to gain my fathers trust or fight some large battle.
All is well and good... and I really must be a brat... but I am in dire need of some attention that is greatly lacking. Caspaen is such a great Captain... tomorrow should be interesting at training. I have yet to speak to Khaelen... but now Caspaen has tasted my mouth and I have of his. It makes me so intoxicated to think of him in such ways.
I still have yet to make a decision, but both men do seem rather promising. Styxen walked in and caught us... and I''m afraid that it might leak that we were caught in an embrace. Although Khaelen hasn''t been around very often, it may just seem natural for him to ignore it. I am unaware. It does seem rather bothersome that we haven''t spoken much less crossed paths in a few weeks, Caspaen has put out a hunt for him. He says that he will fight for me. I am enthralled in all of this.
O diary... who will win my heart?
I do apologize for being short of words, but I drank far too much wine tonight. I felt sure that it would releave some of the knots in my stomach but it did not. The wine just made me go to bed wet and wanting more. How pathetic I must seem.
<3Xyria