Mortica
07-30-2007, 04:02 PM
I will get directly to the point in this matter... Caspaen has asked me to marry him... inadvertedly and with a time space before it... but still, he asked me unoffically to be his. I cried for days, how am I to feel this way about him and Khaelen at the same time?
Well... needless to say it turned out to be a very disasterious event. It was the first time I had thought of falling from a very high mountain or on my sword... or even the combination. I was speaking with Skafloc and he told me such horrible things that Khaelen had said while intoxicated. That Caspaen was stealing me away from him and that I was a whore. When I confronted Khaelen about it, he said that Skafloc was the one making up stories. I am O, so lost. I do not who to believe.
I had a Spartan training session and was to get a Flogging for missing my last meeting, although I was injured and bed ridden. Both Khaelen and Skafloc showed to get my said flogging. I was amazed that they would both show up for me. In the beginning it wasn''t so bad, it was one of my first training sessions as it where, and I was still suffering from the poison that rogue had on her daggers. The increased blood flow made the poisons worse and I felt woozy and as if I was going to fall over at any moment.
A fight broke out between Skafloc and Caspaen about how Caspaen ran his "men" while Khaelen and I faught over his new found attention to a young blood elf named Izzyy. I just wanted to explode that very moment. Eventually, everything just kind of dispursed and a few of the Spartans left... our training had been ruined on my account.
Right when I felt as if I could just lay down and stop breathing Khaelen kneeled before me and asked of my hand in marriage... formally and with a ring. Caspaen walked by just as I got said purposal... I had no clue as of what to do... I asked various questions but he all seemed to answer them flawlessly. I watched Caspaen wince as I said yes to Khaelen, and now I feel very confused on the matter once more.
I love Khaelen and I love the way he makes me feel... but there is something in Caspaen I haven''t felt before, the fact that Caspaen and I have only touched hands a few time leads me to wonder. He still suspects that Khaelen wants me just for physical pleasure, and I am aware of that. Khaelen will hear nothing of it, but he still has quite a past to recover from. Caspaen as well.
So here I am diary... staring at your pages and wondering what to do. Help me please?
Well... needless to say it turned out to be a very disasterious event. It was the first time I had thought of falling from a very high mountain or on my sword... or even the combination. I was speaking with Skafloc and he told me such horrible things that Khaelen had said while intoxicated. That Caspaen was stealing me away from him and that I was a whore. When I confronted Khaelen about it, he said that Skafloc was the one making up stories. I am O, so lost. I do not who to believe.
I had a Spartan training session and was to get a Flogging for missing my last meeting, although I was injured and bed ridden. Both Khaelen and Skafloc showed to get my said flogging. I was amazed that they would both show up for me. In the beginning it wasn''t so bad, it was one of my first training sessions as it where, and I was still suffering from the poison that rogue had on her daggers. The increased blood flow made the poisons worse and I felt woozy and as if I was going to fall over at any moment.
A fight broke out between Skafloc and Caspaen about how Caspaen ran his "men" while Khaelen and I faught over his new found attention to a young blood elf named Izzyy. I just wanted to explode that very moment. Eventually, everything just kind of dispursed and a few of the Spartans left... our training had been ruined on my account.
Right when I felt as if I could just lay down and stop breathing Khaelen kneeled before me and asked of my hand in marriage... formally and with a ring. Caspaen walked by just as I got said purposal... I had no clue as of what to do... I asked various questions but he all seemed to answer them flawlessly. I watched Caspaen wince as I said yes to Khaelen, and now I feel very confused on the matter once more.
I love Khaelen and I love the way he makes me feel... but there is something in Caspaen I haven''t felt before, the fact that Caspaen and I have only touched hands a few time leads me to wonder. He still suspects that Khaelen wants me just for physical pleasure, and I am aware of that. Khaelen will hear nothing of it, but he still has quite a past to recover from. Caspaen as well.
So here I am diary... staring at your pages and wondering what to do. Help me please?