Mortica
07-25-2007, 02:18 PM
I am writing this after a battle with a demon. A demon I created. I apologize if this journel entry can't be read due to the blood stains. The battle didn't go as planned. He was too powerful for me alone to handle. I'm not sure if I'll make it through the night. I recevied word from a "friend" Sam Stonehoof. In it he told me that Melar didn't accept him and that he left. I was disturbed by this. In it he also told me that Solenev did cry when she heard that I left again. For a once in the long time I knew him Sam had compassion for someone. He told me that I should return to her and take care of her. I knew I couldn't it was impossible as this point in time. I only wish there would be some way to tell her that I was sorry. Back to the issue I have now. The demon I created was destroyed by my hand, but most likely at the cost of my life. I am currently near the Dark Portal. The gate....that had seemed to have justed opened will never have me walk through it. I had dreamed of walking through it one day to help my friend clean its darkness. Now I can't. I write this in hopes of that one day one of them will be able to read this. But that is alost impossible. I can hardly bear this pain. Styxen. If you read this...please I beg of you....take care of Solenev.....