Mortica
07-25-2007, 02:12 PM
It was devistating to me after the day that I had just returned home. I had talked with Nasuj about working on my gaurdian faction for our organization, thinking that they depending me on doing so, but to my surprise this wasn't the case my faction Anar'alah was removed, and sometype of Spartan hunter took up my role and created his Spartan Faction. It has a fancy name and all, but I didn't care enough to pay attention.
So I found out I wasn't needed as a gaurdian. I was later approached by the leader Caspaen I think was his name. He wanted me to join him. I told him that I'd think about it due to my just having gotten home. He agreed that it would be best.
I then went to studing the Light again in the Main Hall of our Organization's castle. I was interrupted when I heard the voice of what I was hoping to be my future fiance's voice. It was music to my ears. Especially since she was calling my name. She ending up running up behind me and hugging me. Saying she missed me.
What a load of crap that was.
I of course did the pleasantries and followed her around the castle since she wanted to show me the improvements she made. At that time I was just happy to see her again. And this time not in an extreme pain. When we got to the armory there was a paper on it that read.
"No one except Spartans allowed, By the order of Captain Caspaen"
Solenev was enraged. She pounded on the door and Caspaen sweaty opened the door only to see a red faced Solenev staring at time.
They expressed thier veiws. Solenev was rather angry about "being tired of doors locked on her". Caspaen said he just wanted to have the Spartans train without interruption and that the only "lock" on the door was a peice of paper that said not to enter. It was foolish. But it got out of hand especially when one of our newer warlocks stepped in. I ended up having to stop the fight and try to reason, but to no avail. It didn't work. Since Solenev was the aggressor I was hoping I'd try her. I tried telling her to forget about it and join me in my quarters for wine, but it didn't work. Neither did the mention that I needed to tell her something importent in private. I gave up and threatened her by saying "If you kill anyone in this castle I'll kill you myself". But I wouldn't have done so anyways if it happened. And I guess she knew that since she responded by saying "Don't think I'm afraid of you". It hurt when she said that. Though I admit it may seem foolish that it hurt. I guess it would hurt as much as what I said to her.
I gave up and left to go to the Silvermoon in for a few drinks.
When I returned it was over. I went to my quarters grabbed one of my finest wines, the box with the ring I had just bought, a few red ribbons, and a piece of paper incase she was busy in her room or something so I could slip it under her door.
I found that she wasn't in her room so I continued to look around when I mean a strange "moaning" I guess is what you could call it, coming from I guess I could say rival's room. I then realised the moaning was coming from Solenev. I feel to my knees at Styxen's door once I realized that. I wrote on the paper telling her that it might not be the same for me and her after this. I left the note there to the wine bottle and the box outside Styxen's door. I wanted to break down the door when I stood up. But I decided against it. I then went to my room to think.
Why did this happen? I thought I'd come home and be welcomed graciously. Yet I only came home to find that I wasn't needed. That what I had spent so long getting organized was now crumbled. And now I find that the person I loved was with my rival. The pain was unbearable. I realised I'd have to make it through this if I was to try and set things straight. So as I'm writing this. I'm thinking up away to be needed. And to get Solenev back.
So I found out I wasn't needed as a gaurdian. I was later approached by the leader Caspaen I think was his name. He wanted me to join him. I told him that I'd think about it due to my just having gotten home. He agreed that it would be best.
I then went to studing the Light again in the Main Hall of our Organization's castle. I was interrupted when I heard the voice of what I was hoping to be my future fiance's voice. It was music to my ears. Especially since she was calling my name. She ending up running up behind me and hugging me. Saying she missed me.
What a load of crap that was.
I of course did the pleasantries and followed her around the castle since she wanted to show me the improvements she made. At that time I was just happy to see her again. And this time not in an extreme pain. When we got to the armory there was a paper on it that read.
"No one except Spartans allowed, By the order of Captain Caspaen"
Solenev was enraged. She pounded on the door and Caspaen sweaty opened the door only to see a red faced Solenev staring at time.
They expressed thier veiws. Solenev was rather angry about "being tired of doors locked on her". Caspaen said he just wanted to have the Spartans train without interruption and that the only "lock" on the door was a peice of paper that said not to enter. It was foolish. But it got out of hand especially when one of our newer warlocks stepped in. I ended up having to stop the fight and try to reason, but to no avail. It didn't work. Since Solenev was the aggressor I was hoping I'd try her. I tried telling her to forget about it and join me in my quarters for wine, but it didn't work. Neither did the mention that I needed to tell her something importent in private. I gave up and threatened her by saying "If you kill anyone in this castle I'll kill you myself". But I wouldn't have done so anyways if it happened. And I guess she knew that since she responded by saying "Don't think I'm afraid of you". It hurt when she said that. Though I admit it may seem foolish that it hurt. I guess it would hurt as much as what I said to her.
I gave up and left to go to the Silvermoon in for a few drinks.
When I returned it was over. I went to my quarters grabbed one of my finest wines, the box with the ring I had just bought, a few red ribbons, and a piece of paper incase she was busy in her room or something so I could slip it under her door.
I found that she wasn't in her room so I continued to look around when I mean a strange "moaning" I guess is what you could call it, coming from I guess I could say rival's room. I then realised the moaning was coming from Solenev. I feel to my knees at Styxen's door once I realized that. I wrote on the paper telling her that it might not be the same for me and her after this. I left the note there to the wine bottle and the box outside Styxen's door. I wanted to break down the door when I stood up. But I decided against it. I then went to my room to think.
Why did this happen? I thought I'd come home and be welcomed graciously. Yet I only came home to find that I wasn't needed. That what I had spent so long getting organized was now crumbled. And now I find that the person I loved was with my rival. The pain was unbearable. I realised I'd have to make it through this if I was to try and set things straight. So as I'm writing this. I'm thinking up away to be needed. And to get Solenev back.